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from RMiddleton

Altered text logo of the Weekly World News American tabloid newspaper that trafficked in conspiracy theories and unsourced outlandish claims in black and white bold sans serif, italicized text. Mine reads: WEEKLY WORLD NEWS The World's Only R-World News. The "R" in the first WORLD has been replaced by an orange painted "R" that I use as a logo. The original copy read: WEEKLY WORLD NEWS The World's Only Reliable News.

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Nonverbal phases Pain levels interfering with desire to communicate. Minor communication feels unnecessary. I'm visiting my bf. Fortunately he accepts my variability. This visit he's been immersed in his interests & I love that. He showed me a streamer he enjoys. I thought the streamer talked too much lol.

I don't begrudge anyone their entertainments [2]. I don't want a world where everyone likes the same things; I just don't want different tastes to cause offense.

I've accepted an offer on my home. If it goes smoothly the sale will close by the first week of December. My bf is coming back with me to help me organize & process the next several days. I'm overloaded with doing things poorly through the pain. He helps me with perspective.

I have made a decision on how to process my stuff in a diminished state. I don't want to expend the energy it takes to sift through unknown Mystery Boxes of memories. First I want to identify the large items that I know I do not want to keep. These will be sold, given away, donated, trashed, whatever. There are friends, potential buyers, charities, and a nearby dumpster to accept those things. Anything that causes me pause & uncertainty, for now I'm just going to keep. I need to see how large this portion is. Can it fit in an already paid for storage space? Can it fit in my car? Only after that will I see the amount that I have to process. Yeah I hate that again (as always) I'm postponing decisions & putting off processing. I'm prioritizing. I have limitations. There will never be a time when I'm not forced to rank priorities, I don't think. There's more I could say but it is not high priority with my limited energy.

[1] Weekly Rworld News — Princeton University sends me a magazine that they call Princeton Alumni Weekly that does not come out weekly. They just like calling it the PAW! (It used to be weekly.) I don't know if I'll ever commit to issuing weekly news updates, but I enjoyed making this graphic. The source tabloid, The Weekly World News, was a hilarious periodical (that seems a lot less funny now that disinformation is ascendant). In the 90s I had 2 WWN covers as t-shirts. One proclaimed numerous US senators to be “space aliens”; the other I can't remember right now — wasn't bat boy, but they also gave us Bat Boy! Go see the musical if you get the chance.

[2] I don't begrudge anyone their entertainments — Is that true? It's more accurate to say that I struggle to accept and respect the tastes of others. I greatly dislike gambling and real violence as entertainment. (I'm ambivalent about simulated violence. I feel there's so much in entertainment that it may prime some viewers to expect & accept more violence in real life.) My acceptance for the differing tastes of others is expressed in hope that my own peculiar tastes, especially my lack of conformity to the preferences of the majority, might be likewise accepted. I consider this matter an essential component of a functional society. Tolerance.

 
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from untilted dot lol blog (dotart.blog's version)

On October 5, 2025, I deactivated my Bluesky account @untilted.lol as I felt that, simply put, it just wasn't for me in terms of both admin moderation and self-moderation, especially when everyone noticed that its CEO dismissed and evaded concerns about transphobic and other controversial/inflammatory accounts that are still on Bluesky without these accounts being suspended. And, despite the fact that I did initially get more engagement on Bluesky compared to Mastodon in the form of likes, I decided that it wasn't worth my well-being to remain on a platform that's way too relaxed over people flinging vulgar insults at each other yet now has suddenly decided that their moderation, and the platform itself by extension, needs to change. It does feel sometimes like on X/Twitter where every post's thread would descend into a flame war (even way before Elon Musk took it over), but I wasn't very cognizant of that until I further lurked into what the Bluesky controversy was like. Now it just feels like Bluesky has turned into another X/Twitter where it's hard to stay professional and cool and collected while everyone else around you just fights each other.

Furthermore, I'll probably be called a "goody-goody" over this, but I honestly don't believe we need another catchphrase that reclaims a word that was originally intended to be a really harsh offensive insult, and suddenly act like it's the hottest trendy thing to say. These kinds of trends, to me, are how we get people adopting ideas and beliefs that may not even resonate with them in the first place, but are really just to justify whatever biases they have of certain others. It also leads to the proliferation of catchy but low-quality and actually problematic ideas that sacrifice all dignity and integrity to make them appealing to a broader audience. And then we wonder why we have vulnerable audiences repeating and unironically believing these problematic sentiments. What we should all strive to do instead is craft compelling and meaningful statements that are timeless and resonate with us all, even if it sounds "too serious" or "corny" or whatever. I just don't believe in reclaiming words that obviously have an original negative intent in the name of "making it positive and digestible" for a broader audience. To me, it's inauthentic, and, dare I say, trying too hard. And I'm not saying this out of some arbitrary standard or to feel superior. I'm saying it out of respect and care. But, I won't go out of my way to police how other people think and what they say either, unless it directly affects me, or others around me.

For the time being, I will be around on mastodon.art posting updates about my comic strip Untilted, and I will try to personalize all my posts, including self-promos, in a way that doesn't come across as too heavily reliant on copying and pasting scripts. This criticism might sting, but I'm starting to notice how the vast majority of self-promoters just drop a few standard messages, a briefly original statement (sometimes to report on updates), post an image with additional info in its alt text (or worse, post NO alt text), and that's basically it. Since noticing this, I want to aspire to be different and add more of a personal touch to my self-promotional posts while still respecting others that may not want to see these types of posts so frequently. I hope others would too. I'll have to figure this one out myself, and you'll be noticing it sooner or later from me.

Also, after a few years, I still have not been able to pick up new members on either untilted.lol (free and paid plans) or the Buy Me A Coffee version of the paid membership. I admittedly haven't been uploading much exclusive content on my website, and I haven't had the motivation to transfer that to the Buy Me A Coffee version of the paid membership due to a seemingly lack of interest in... well, anything I seem to do. I think the fault lies in the fact that I don't do much marketing beyond making promotional posts and word-of-mouth, and I don't like receiving excessive attention either, but that shouldn't have to mean that people assume that I don't want any attention at all. Another factor is that I've been having some difficulty figuring out what kinds of membership posts I would truly like to do besides just posting high-quality works in progress or behind the scenes stuff. Everybody does that. But I wish to offer more. I might create a poll on that soon. There's so many likes and favorites on my social media posts but I'm always short - and often devoid - of people offering maybe constructive artistic criticism that's understandable to help me improve on my work, or maybe someone willing to work with me in a way that doesn't just promote what they themselves have to offer but also gives me meaningful personalized advice. That's what I value more.

I think the problem lies in that both Bluesky and Mastodon, despite claiming to have no algorithms that push ads or other content on you, paradoxically push people with the most followers with the most popular/relevant perspectives on their respective "Discover" feeds, while a lot of genuine self-promo and mutual aid posts from users with a smaller follower base get buried, or worse falsely reported (depending on how one interprets it). The differences between them are that Bluesky emphasizes algorithmic timelines while allowing users to customize those feeds to not rely on trending posts all the time, along with making follower count signals more uniform by concentrating influential users (this was made more apparent when Bluesky introduced the "Verified" feature for "important and culturally relevant" accounts and made people sign up for that via Google Forms). While Mastodon's "Discover" feed is more instance dependent and sometimes moderated depending on the instance, in addition to localizing certain users with high follower counts to an instance or across instances, which means it depends on how well said instance federates with others.

But that's not the only issue. Bluesky appears to be more friendly towards those who self-promote/market their content to anyone seeing their posts, while views on this user behavior on Mastodon tend to be very mixed and fragmented. I've seen some instances ban any kind of self-promotion by users on their own instance. I've also seen others welcome it, but to the extent that spam waves and other automated behavior become common at worst. A quote from me:

"I've seen people who happen to have small indie businesses get called out for "engagement farming". Conversely, I've seen these same smaller people told they're "not trying hard enough" if nobody still acknowledges their business after 6 months or more. And given a bunch of "suggestions" or "hacks" that only appeal to larger corporate companies.

The truth is, there really seems to be no winning formula for meaningful online interaction, whether it's to promote a business or just hang out with people or even just to ask for mutual aid. When someone attempts to make strategic posts designed to maximize engagement (regardless of whether that someone is running a business or not), that someone is criticized for being inauthentic. Yet, when that same someone attempts to pivot to genuine, sincere interactions, there is nothing but minimal response, or worse, dismissive, vague responses that seem to make fun of that someone."

On both Bluesky and Mastodon, I've only had up to, like, less than 10 people genuinely interact with my work in a meaningful way. The others just clicked the like button. I rarely actually get likes or even a single repost/boost on Mastodon, however, unless it was an opinion on something that everyone seems to agree with.

At the same time, I don't want to act like just because Bluesky and Mastodon share similarities in some flaws, it should have to mean I'll have to see them both negatively, as I like it way much better on Mastodon. I don't want to see myself turn into someone that does things to get likes or stir up controversy to get negative attention. I don't want to have to appeal to what the majority likes. I don't want to have to cater to other people's interests to the detriment of my own genuine ones. And I especially do not want to alienate anyone at all, except maybe some truly harmful people like those who discriminate against the marginalized, but that's all. So I am trying to strike a balance here. And I would like to open myself up to any criticism or accountability if needed.

In other news, I'm still retaining my Pinterest account as I actually want to post more regularly on that even though I'm seeing people say that Pinterest is currently not a good place to be due to the platform's recent random bans on people. However I want to clarify that I have opted out on the AI thing that Pinterest wanted to force on us, and, despite being a business account, I want to mix some personality into my self-promotional posts, I have not faced any disciplinary action and I am still on good standing. If you think I should make some changes like reverting to a personal account or closing Pinterest entirely, I might do so since I don't get much traffic. I watermark all my social media imagery using artshield.io to protect it against AI scraping and stuff like that, but I'm open to other alternatives (since it sometimes fails to watermark certain images despite them not having a white background. ugh). I'm also still on Side 7, but lately it's been ticking me off due to the lack of interaction I get and the fact that no one responds to my inquiries except the moderators and admins (who are helpful sometimes).

I'm also looking forward to new comic platforms (no tapas.io or webtoon please) and I wanted to try ComicFury webcomic hosting but the last time I contacted them they were unresponsive. So I preferably want something like ComicFury or preferably help in coding something that allows serial art to be shown in an accessible manner, as some platforms lack the ability to add alt text (especially Buy Me A Coffee's gallery). I'll also work on making my alt text more descriptive and nicer to read. If anyone has any useful suggestions on this matter, reach out to me if you can.

In the meanwhile one can support me on either Buy Me A Coffee or my website through signing up for any of the plans and creating an account.. To date, the latest issue I've done is #83 and can be viewed here. (I've fixed an error on my last one)

I'm also going to revamp Untilted's lore and character profile a bit, to clarify some things and make more sense.

Any suggestions, criticism, etc. relevant to this post are welcome!

 
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from Karin Wanderer Learns

This year we're arting the alphabet from A-Z. Letters like æ, ñ, anything with a diacritical mark, etc., can go anywhere you like.

Watercolor of upper case letter U in a lovely shade of green with gold swirls.

Congrats on making it this far into the year! We've reached the letter U Any art subject starting with that letter is fair game, no matter how abstract.

Ink drawing of Miyamoto Usagi looking determined. U is for Usagi

Let's make terrific art!

Each challenge lasts 2 weeks from the day this post was made. You can submit a new picture every day, work on one picture for 2 weeks, or post pics randomly. This is the most laid-back art challenge on the internet, & that means you have plenty of time to make your art however you want.

Use #ArtABCs & tag me @KarinWanderer so I see it!

Pick your social & post your art! Mastodon Bluesky

All art styles & skill levels are welcome- No AI, Yes alt text, CW as needed. Have a fantastic day, draw something for my art challenge, see you next week!

 
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from Karin Wanderer Learns

Last time, I wrote about the importance of spoons. This time, I was going to share one of my recipes. Then I got sick. Ever since I caught COVID a while back, even the smallest cold knocks me right down. As I type this, I have the smallest cold, & so I am completely exhausted. I don't have even one spoon left. So instead of just one recipe, you're getting every recipe I like to pair with tea. Lucky you!

Recipes

A very flexible Pantry Cake recipe (vegan) Fougasse & Scallion Pancake Bread (vegan) Super Easy Brownies Lemon Bars on Olive Oil Shortbread Jam Tarts Peanut Butter Bread

Don't want hot tea? Here's my favorite iced tea:

Iced tea with a plum simple syrup (vegan)

Are you going to try one of my recipes? Let me know on Mastodon or Ko-Fi. Have a fantastic day, draw something for my art challenge, see you next week!

Watercolor of Strega Nona stirring her pasta pot while Big Anthony watches through the window.

 
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from cobbles

A recent Guardian Article about far right groups in the UK growing on Facebook got me thinking. Reading some of the comments published reminded me of the undercurrent I grew up with in my childhood village. [1]

I grew up reading body language, before I could talk I could mimic. I'd had to learn that language because of my household. Outside that household as I started to walk and talk I'd see folks attitude to my disabled parent and my family.

I grew up watching ableism. I knew some folks didn't think my parent should have been allowed to have me. They also couldn't understand why my non disabled parent loved that disabled parent. There were occasions when my disabled parent would be upset over something someone had said about them, and about me.

Plus being a small child, you'd be amazed at how folks either don't notice you are there, or think that you won't understand what they mean. I could read Arthur Conan Doyle at nine years old and I'd been reading childrens novels from the age of six. I could read silently really well, reading out loud not as well, but I could understand language. I loved reading and devoured books.

When adults think that you must be developmentally backward in someway (because of a disabled parent) you'd be appalled at what's said around you.

I'd ask my non disabled parent, and that parent did their best to explain to the letter and no further. But I grew up knowing some folks didn't think I should exist and they were surprised I wasn't disabled in some way. I knew that some folks felt my family were wrong. Our family was othered.

Before I knew the word Eugenics, the meaning was made clear. My existence was not approved of. Some folks if they'd had their way would have ensured my disabled parent would have been sterilised. So I grew up with a politicised existence. Not as politicised as some, as when I moved away, as I went to a new high school then university, no one knew I had a disabled parent (by that point in time two disabled parents) unless I told them.

I'm cis, white and fairly privileged. Doesn't change the fact I grew up in a small village with folks who were ableist and in some rare cases Eugenicist. Long COVID has shown me, that I'm being very generous, there's more eugenicists in my groups both professional and personal than I thought.

Folks are shocked at MAGA and Reform rising in popularity. I was shocked with Brexit. But I'd been ignoring a very inconvenient truth. Many folks always supported those kind of parties.

They were waiting for permission for their racism and ableism to be spoken about openly. We facilitated that speech while ignoring the right of free association in safety.

Very often privileged folks, particularly in FOSS do not choose to understand why someone's existence may be political.

There's a discomfort when those of us who grew up learning this the hard way, point this out. There's a discomfort when we state our boundaries. Some folks find the sudden discomfort of empathy and guilt is hard. So you lash out.

Privileged folks can't tolerate discomfort. Whereas for the rest of us it's a walk in a shitty, obstacle laden park and we'd like to clean it up. But your comfort just can't tolerate the huge piles of shit that you helped to pile up over our paths. It hits us just as hard. But we've not had the privilege of being able to ignore it, we've not stepped on others so we didn't get shit on our shoes.

Suddenly we aren't presenting our backs for you to step on. We refuse to enable your comfort. So there's backlash against DEI and as Fatma Aydemir points out in the Guardian it's not fatigue it's strategy. [2]

We can see it in DHH and Palmer Luckers salivation over the resignation of most of the Moderation Team in NixOS. We can see it in folks characterisation of empathy for others and making accessibility affordances as “the woke mind virus”. [3]

Folks, these men are rich. If they get disabled, they will still have the comfort of the world around them. They don't care if you get laid off. They won't pay your families medical bills and you are one bad accident or infection away from life ruination and struggle. It's why so many of us poor disabled folk know that the only way forward is to find that empathy. To help others where we can. To spread the idea of mutual aid, and when we can help each other. You'll fundraise for Blue and then wonder why the rest of us won't vote for your status quo.

We knew how shit the world could get. You'd have a better world investing in your local community and community fridges and free libraries. Not expecting the Democrats and Labour to look after you. They've been captured by the corps, it's the nature of a centralised democracy when the population doesn't exercise it's right to protest or actively care about politics. It's what happens when you consistently vote for the least worst option. That's not democracy.

As we've said in our presentation at Fluconf, “Our values demand sacrifices.” My father gave up his career and comfort to ensure my brother and I could heal. He's very proud of what we both try to do within our communities. [4]

Some folks are scared of protesting and losing that livelihood, because they know no one will help them. This is how we become divided. This is how tyranny grows and we become isolated and alone. So how do we counter this?

You need to find your folks. You need to start learning the idea of community and cooperation. It's not always about what concrete work someone can do. Sometimes it's the person who manages to stop a dispute and just does lots of small background stuff. You'll never see them. But they work hard.

You need to reach out to your small groups and see where you can help. Even if it's the local community and helping out by doing a pot luck. Get to know your community. Learn and listen.

Protest movements grow because people band together and are prepared to support those folks who protest. People love to quote the first they came for poem. But the thing that they appear to miss is the community aspect. Fascists are good at dividing people. It's a lot harder to go to gatherings and break bread. To learn about other folks and be open to getting it wrong but being gently corrected. Yes it hurts when you realise you have offended someone, but rather than say they were wrong, you must sit on that discomfort. You will feel discomfort from time to time, because to err is human. Most folks will be forgiving, but not if you take out your pain on them.

That discomfort means your empathy is growing. Much like when muscles tear. It will get stronger if you work on it.

Communities will support one another, will hide people from the authorities. I'm literally only alive because a local community resisted the Nazi's and hid my Grandfather. He in turn helped others out of France, including a vulnerable family.

My other Grandfather was a trade unionist. He went on strike. When you go on strike you rely on the rest of your community to help you out with shelter and food. Folks banded together so that rent got paid. Thatcher didn't just break the unions, she broke the community around them. That's how Capitalism works, it needs for you to focus on the nine to five so you're too scared of falling as no one will catch you. It's why the social safety net has been systematically destroyed.

Mutual aid is so much more than just begging for cash. It's a recognition of community and support. In person in a local community it's literally feeding other folks kids. We were poor growing up, but my father always made sure there was space at our table for visiting friends.

Instead we are isolated in our fear and discomfort. Those of us on the left are used to fear, used to being mistreated. Examine your own discomfort and start listening. We will be suspicious, we can see your discomfort. But you need to do the work.

You will have the heartbreak of realising that your friends and colleagues will never have your back even as they say pretty words of ally-ship. So you cannot compromise, your values demand sacrifices.

If you've read through this, you've started. Sit on the discomfort for a while and then read some more.

We'll be waiting, breaking bread together, supporting each other.

[1] https://www.theguardian.com/world/ng-interactive/2025/sep/28/inside-the-everyday-facebook-networks-where-far-right-ideas-grow

[2] https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2025/sep/30/germany-anti-diversity-backlash-trump-afd

[3] https://devinprater.micro.blog/2025/08/13/beyond-parity-the-case-for.html

[4] https://librecast.net/fluconf-2025/

 
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from Karin Wanderer Learns

This year we're arting the alphabet from A-Z. Letters like æ, ñ, anything with a diacritical mark, etc., can go anywhere you like.

Watercolor of upper case letter T in a lovely shade of green with gold swirls.

Congrats on making it this far into the year! We've reached the letter T Any art subject starting with that letter is fair game, no matter how abstract.

Watercolor of a twisty bonsai tree growing in a shallow dish with pebbles & moss. T is for Tree

Let's make terrific art!

Each challenge lasts 2 weeks from the day this post was made. You can submit a new picture every day, work on one picture for 2 weeks, or post pics randomly. This is the most laid-back art challenge on the internet, & that means you have plenty of time to make your art however you want.

Use #ArtABCs & tag me @KarinWanderer so I see it!

Pick your social & post your art! Mastodon Bluesky

All art styles & skill levels are welcome- No AI, Yes alt text, CW as needed. Have a fantastic day, draw something for my art challenge, see you next week!

 
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from RMiddleton

This post would be titled My Sins.

I would list the social norms that I am breaking.

I would express ambivalence for some, regret for some, defiance for some.

I would assert that I am choosing to live in a manner that leverages every asset I have in service of long-term goals that might be considered unrealistic. I would explain that I prefer progress that feels slow and natural, that takes root within me.

I would explain my social norm breaking as an effort to resist what feels like a constant siege from outside influences that do not, cannot know what is best for me (and in many cases do not care; or are explicitly unconcerned with my well-being).

I would discuss how social norm breaking causes difficulties that are “added to the list” of goals. In this section I would further elucidate situations about which I feel regret and ambivalence.

At no point would I endorse shame. I would confess that titling this “My Sins” is a form of lazy discourse to dislodge my ambivalence. I would admit the incompleteness of my path. Self acceptance is the necessary goal. Striving towards it, my attitude towards religion has evolved: acceptance, incorporation, rejection, defiance. I am yet to fully find peaceful coexistence with religion; that's a barrier in many relationships. Social norms are not necessarily grounded in religious teachings. Perhaps I would describe the intertwining of norms and morals, and contrast with ethics. These are not my specialties. I center feelings. The feelings part is that breaking norms can lead to ostracization and condemnation. These struggles feel life and death. They are existential.

Breaking norms has not occurred frivolously. It's my choice in an effort to live a life that feels worth living. I will continue doing so and endeavoring to explain.

 
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from Tired Doll

dolls are made to be loved, but dolls aren't made to love. dolls are made to be a comfort and a friend, a companion through the hardest and scariest parts of our lives, but they always hope they'll be outgrown.

and one day you'll move on, packing the doll away. move after move, new start after new start, always carefully placed in its box.

until, time comes, when it ends up in that last box; that last box you'll “get to someday”, that box of things you never consciously miss.

that is the true home of the doll.

 
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from Karin Wanderer Learns

As many of you know, I recently moved to New England from California. As many of you don't know, I have a lot of health issues. Complex PTSD, a brain cyst causing awful headaches, old injuries that didn't heal right, possibly Long COVID... This was a long, drawn-out move at a difficult time that pushed me past physical & emotional exhaustion time & time again. It has forced me to find new ways to understand what I'm experiencing. It has forced me to find new ways of dealing with those experiences. So today, we're talking about spoons.

Ink doodle of 2 capybaras. One stands proudly, holding a spoon aloft. The other wears a beret while painting the first one as a wizard holding a staff aloft while summoning a dragon. Spoons have many uses, in & out of metaphor.

Spoon Theory is a concept invented by Christine Miserandino to explain what it's like living with a chronic health problem – in her case, Lupus. I am going to link the entire article here, & I encourage you to go read it whether or not you or anyone you know is dealing with these issues right now. Here's a preview:

I quickly grabbed every spoon on the table; hell I grabbed spoons off of the other tables. I looked at her in the eyes and said “Here you go, you have Lupus”.

It's a simple, brilliant idea. You have a limited number of spoons & an entire day to get through. Then another day. Then another. So how do you do it? I have been working on new techniques, because my old ones have not been holding up against everything that's been going on lately. So now I have assembled my top 7 ways to deal with being low on spoons.

  1. Recognize which deadlines are ironclad and which ones you can fudge. I try to get this blog out every Tuesday morning. I do my best. But no one is paying me to do it, so sometimes if spoons are low I post in the afternoon, or on the next day. This article about spoons is coming out late because I am low on spoons, & that's ok.

  2. Have a buddy. I couldn't function without my SO, & that is not hyperbole. Having someone who reminds you to take a break when you're pushing yourself too far is invaluable.

  3. Listen to audio books. Sometimes even holding up a book is too much work!

  4. Have an easy hobby you can pick up & put down easily. I love to paint, but that takes a lot of setup & cleanup. As my spoons dwindle, I shift to hobbies like hand sewing that don't require pots of water or drying time. (Sometimes I spend all my downtime just sitting & holding the thing I want to sew, without putting in a single stitch.)

  5. Eat as well as you can. Food is wildly expensive nowadays! Eating well can be hard, but it is worth it. Eating junk doesn't fuel you the way that eating well does. Veggies like baby carrots or sugar snap peas that can be eaten raw or cooked are my favorite for low-spoon days. That being said, eating something is better than eating nothing. Don't stress if all you have energy for is takeout.

  6. Breathe! Some days you don't have spoons & you have to keep going anyway. Taking a moment for a few deep breathes can make a difference.

  7. Be kind to yourself. I started this list with seven tips in mind & now I can't for the life of me remember the seventh. I'm not going to beat myself up over small lapses, & you shouldn't either.

So that's it, seven scintillating spoon strategies for you. I am going to do a few things that can't be put off today & then I will spend the rest of today putting this list into practice, combining tactics #3 & #4: listening to audio books while I sew. I just started Emergency Broadcast by Boris Bacic. Yes, it's a zombiepocalypse book. Of course it is! It's cathartic- people living through zombie apocalypses are always having a worse day than I am, even when I am running on a deficit of spoons. Do you have a zombie book or movie recommendation for me? What do you think of Miserandino's Spoon Theory? Let me know on Mastodon or Ko-Fi!

Have a fantastic day, draw something for my art challenge, see you next week!

 
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from cobbles

There's a freeze that happens when you witness atrocity from a distance. We're watching a real time genocide happening on the Gaza Strip while the IDF makes the argument that the civilians they kill deserved it somehow.

It reminds me of the excuse that Prosecuting Lawyers worried that the defence of my Grandfathers Gestapo torturer might make during the Post war prosecution of war criminals.

From the Affidavit it appears that Private SMITH, when captured, was wearing civilian clothes. This may be put forward as a defence by the accused and as justifying SMITH to be treated as a spy. Whatever the circumstances of the case, treatment such as is set out above can of course never be justified, and there appears to be no defence whatever.

In the historical archives of the UN you can read about the testimony my grandfather made.

My Grandfather was working with the British Underground in France during 1941 helping Airmen, Captured troops and a vulnerable family leave during the six trips he made to Marseilles as a passeur/helper. When he was captured he was then tortured for what he knew and then shipped off to several of the German Arbeitan Penal camps. He met the civilians who helped him in France in the Camps again after they had been betrayed by Harold Cole.

He never knew why he survived and those civilians were executed. But the underground was funded by locals, the British Government and some rich benefactors.

Resistance tends to need help from outside a country as much as inside. Resistance often is transnational.

Fast forward to now, and we see people trapped in Gaza. To help those folks political and economic pressure is needed.

Meanwhile a Labour Government is pushing the courts to lock up protesters who support Palestine action. Let's be clear here. Labour has long been captured by Capitalism, it's stepped away from the roots of socialism decades ago under New Labour.

The trappings of government with the need for negotiation with the entrenched political classes that inhabited Westminster has changed the party. It's the moving target of the “center” which means placating the right. Ignoring Human Rights. We have normalised the Far Right. This didn't happen overnight. The Far Right never went away. They just hid their views under a thin veneer of “civility”. We gave them permission with the idea of “balance.” Our media organisations ignored Karl Popper. So the center gradually moved, because of the fear of the left. Plus the fear of the funding cut, the loss of advertising. Eyes on content mattered.

The trappings of a Zombie empire, made up of an aristocracy where the only membership you ever needed was generational power. Wealth is just a store of that power. But they told us the lie of Thatcherism and New Labour continued it. Yes the working classes moved up, some of us became middle class. But we fell for the shell game. Our wealth isn't generational, so the only power we can have is the power we share. The aristocracy, the billionaires won't share it with us.

There's a reason why authoritarian regimes often have a very close relationship with industrialists, with the Tech Barons. It's all about the money, but the money's just a store for power.

We're complicit in this when we look down on striking. We look down on the folks who point out the hard truth. We are complicit as we look down on those who are less fortunate as somehow lesser. Not deserving of our help or compassion. It's what fuels anti immigration, ableism. It's the desire to not stick out, so you don't give that helping hand.

The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil. – Hannah Arendt The Life of the Mind

I see our bonds tightening around us so slowly. I started to see the bonds with the G8 protests in 2003. But the bonds started to tighten much earlier with that, when Thatcher broke the Unions. When the poll tax riots forced a policy rethink.

We became complacent. We allowed the kettling. We allowed a Government to ignore a million people marching against the invasion of Iraq, when we should have joined the marchers.

Between Labour Governments, we allowed the Conservatives and the Liberal Democrats to use the excuse of Austerity to cut the benefits of disabled people. We are means testing the elderly with arbitrary limits, when they've been frugal. We need Universal Basic Income, but we're kept obedient by rising food and electricity prices. We keep our heads down and hope we don't get laid off. We allowed the social safety net to be taken away from us and turned inward.

We're watching as one of the architects of New Labour is thinking about how to carve up Gaza. Stealing Land, allowing people to be starved to death. Yet again allowing an invasion to serve Capital.

A Labour Government is locking people up for protesting this. These protests will not be the only time. Anytime we wish to protest for human rights there will be a danger of prosecution, of state violence. So anyone with dependents, who's income is precarious will be rightly terrified of taking part in protests.

So any Government can gradually tighten the bonds on us. With no come back, to protest will be criminal. No matter how much state violence is enacted against us. The violence of authoritarianism. Make no mistake, we are captured now. Some of us are just out on day release. Don't make a fuss, otherwise your life will be ruined. We're isolated from each other, so we feel powerless. We have no support structure, no community safety net. No one is coming to save us. So we must find a way to build community support to save each other.

Fear keeps us in line. So at what point do we resist? The longer we leave it, the harder it will be to resist.

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. – Victor Frankl

Our values demand sacrifice. How long do we leave off resisting before we must sacrifice everything to defend the human rights of others? Our humanity demands our care, our acknowledgement that authoritarian regimes are humanities enemy. Those regimes are a threat to us because they threaten our human rights by ignoring the human rights of those they deem as “enemies.”

We often flirt with the idea of the heroism of resistance. We romanticise the escape lines. We imagine a long journey sneaking through the forests of France and over the mountains. Which some of it was. But a lot of it was guiding escapees onto trains, hiding in plain sight under the eyes of Nazi's and French officials alike.

The very nature of resistance must be flexible. Sometimes it's loud protest. But sometimes, resistance is giving shelter. Sometimes resistance is hiding the existence of the vulnerable. Sometimes resistance is loudly protecting them. It depends.

But we must always try to resist authoritarianism. We can call it by different names in our history. But the Nazi's, the British Empire, Stalin, and all the others can be reduced down to their real ideals. Authoritarianism. Tyranny.

There will be times when the struggle seems impossible. I know this already. Alone, unsure, dwarfed by the scale of the enemy.

Remember this, Freedom is a pure idea. It occurs spontaneously and without instruction. Random acts of insurrection are occurring constantly throughout the galaxy. There are whole armies, battalions that have no idea that they’ve already enlisted in the cause. [...]

Tyranny requires constant effort. It breaks, it leaks. Authority is brittle. Oppression is the mask of fear.

  • Nemicks Manifesto – Andor Season 1 – Tony Gilroy [1]

Authoritarians want us to be so overwhelmed that we just look for the quiet life. They want us cowed, authoritarians want us to be afraid. Willing to just work for a pittance, while they pillage our cultures and our peace of mind.

To those who can hear me, I say – do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed – the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish…

The Great Dictator Speech – Charlie Chaplin [2]

The way to start is to find solidarity with each other. To help others, to hold the hand out when they can't get up. To give mutual aid, to shelter others and ensure they are fed. The politics of the status quo may have failed us. But the past fifty years were never about the people. You need to start by recognising the humanity in the poor, the ignorant. Recognise the Humanity in queer folks, in those who come to our countries because they are displaced by our governments policies of war.

We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness – not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

The Great Dictator Speech – Charlie Chaplin [2]

It's not enough to vote only in National Elections. You build solidarity, go to each election, even if it's for a parish council. Gain the experience of organising, learn the joy that comes from being a part of community. Help to build community.

Build those bonds of friendship and respect. Choose to support parties that aren't the status quo of Conservative/Slightly less Conservative. Vote. Join the parties that you vote for and spend time getting to know the people in those parties. If you're in those parties and some folks can't attend meetings because of disability make those meetings accessible. Make remote access to those meetings available. We can't have a true democracy unless everyone can participate.

Freedom is a natural thing. It is also a responsibility. Power is also a responsibility. But what we should take from this is that we should share our Freedoms, share our power. It shares the responsibility and lightens the burden on us.

For our democracies to function, we must actively engage in them. We must make our democracies accessible to everyone. We must extend the social safety net to everyone.

Not distribute power and our largess to people we think are most deserving. Humanity tends to fail at that. We tend to believe in the glamour of the rich and them being good people. As if amassing enough money to be a billionaire is a virtue rather than being a robber baron.

When you go around the world, people surprise you with hospitality. We've been given free cups of coffee in Spain on a wet day on our motorbikes. We've paid that hospitality forward in cafe's for other bikers or giving a hitchhiker a ride. We're been to borders at the edge of Europe. I've been given a large apple bigger than my hand by a kindly old man for free while on a rope ferry in Hungary. People can be generous with each other, but in order to do so, we have to recognise each other's humanity. We have to recognise each other's human rights to exist and be in our places. We need to ensure everyone can live in freedom and safety.

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world – to do away with national barriers – to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness.

The Great Dictator Speech – Charlie Chaplin [2]

People are kind. In that kindness is resistance to Authoritarianism.

Be kind, be responsible, share what you can and don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it. Building a community safety net, starts locally. But gradually it expands. While some people want a solution at scale. Most folks care about local issues. We aren't built to understand the contexts of millions or even billions. But brick by brick we can build our communities, we can share the responsibility of power and understand the contexts of issues that make a local communities life harder.

It's why local communities supporting each other is how we counter the far right. We make our local communities our beacons in the dark.

That as well as protests is how we fight authoritarianism. By not succumbing to it's seduction in the first place. We find our resistance in each other. In our communities that we build by finding solidarity with each other.

[1] https://starwars.fandom.com/wiki/The_Trail_of_Political_Consciousness

[2] https://www.charliechaplin.com/en/synopsis/articles/29-The-Great-Dictator-s-Speech

 
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from RMiddleton

When the news event happened I wasn't immediately sure who it was. I'm old & the name resembles some from other contexts to me. And I even consume left political media. As I'm writing this I have a video paused about The Daily Wire's Mr. Birchum being appropriated as queer, even though the animated show is part of Ben Shapiro's attempt to “win the culture war.” I heard that & thought: “Culture War? A strange game, the only winning move is not to play.” I paused the video, came here, & started typing.

“You're in the war whether you want to be or not,” I can imagine someone telling me. And as I say I do consume left media. I'm a frequent viewer of The Majority Report, but I wouldn't be if it was entirely dunks on right wing media. I appreciate the interviews with authors, academics, & labor leaders more than the partisan attacks. Like, I'm happy if Hasan Piker appeals to young people but I can't watch him much—strikes me as maniacally immersed in online politics. I don't think “the battle” (or war) is online. Yeah you can say that's what swung '24; I'll still say that appealing to the oppressed & disengaged is more important. I believe it's a much larger number of people for one thing. And I want a politics of substance more than of rhetorical skill. Both are needed but I choose substance over rhetoric for the long term. “But, Rob, the American voters don't understand substance.” That's the challenge that I care about. I'm not in a culture war because I refuse to enlist. Not on those terms. I believe if we are always fighting on their terms then we are losing. I focus on self improvement, and respecting others. That's the content I want to share. That's my strategy, my battle, or my war. But those bellicose terms do not apply because I see victory by force as defeat. I'm a lover not a fighter. I do what I love. I seek to inspire others not convince.

Liberation is the goal. I don't believe freedom can be imposed. I do understand that tyranny is being imposed & must be opposed. I believe the way to achieve lasting liberation is only by the majority of people choosing it. I think that people must be awakened & inspired. The person I'm most concerned with is myself. I work to liberate my mind & emotions. I have ambition to share my journey with others. My path to freedom has been long, winding, & slow going. While I do not fault others for their methods, I seek to avoid commercial distribution. I watch plenty of YouTube videos but I know I won't feel comfortable with my output until it no longer subjects viewers to the harm of commercial platforms. The only sponsors I seek are individual donations. I never look at detailed metrics on any platform I use. These are my choices in order to keep my values in focus. The “race to success” is less important than my life satisfaction.

I describe the actions that work for me. I am grateful for the many others fighting for me & all of us in the ways that work for them. Respect for diversity is a core value in the better world we are building together.

Thanks for reading.

 
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from Karin Wanderer Learns

This year we're arting the alphabet from A-Z. Letters like æ, ñ, anything with a diacritical mark, etc., can go anywhere you like.

Watercolor of upper case letter S in a lovely shade of green with gold swirls.

Congrats on making it this far into the year! We've reached the letter S Any art subject starting with that letter is fair game, no matter how abstract.

Watercolor of Moe Szyslak from The Simpsons getting prank called. S is for Szyslak

Let's make terrific art!

Each challenge lasts 2 weeks from the day this post was made. You can submit a new picture every day, work on one picture for 2 weeks, or post pics randomly. This is the most laid-back art challenge on the internet, & that means you have plenty of time to make your art however you want.

Use #ArtABCs & tag me @KarinWanderer so I see it!

Pick your social & post your art! Mastodon Bluesky

All art styles & skill levels are welcome- No AI, Yes alt text, CW as needed. Have a fantastic day, draw something for my art challenge, see you next week!

 
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from cobbles

The world was locked in calamity

As the plague roamed the world

It changed us body and soul

While the world locked itself away.

We stayed in for safety

But then the world forgot.

Changed body and soul by the virus

But the locked in ones stayed in under glass

Some of us had been infected

Broken at first.

We ended up in the glass coffin

Together you and I

Watched the world carry on with the lies

People saw us as delusional

As we kept the coffin closed

But we had each other.

Locked in under glass.

In the distance we saw the reflections

Other Lights imprisoned under glass

We couldn't free each other

We used light to reach out.

There's a crack in the coffin.

But back to hibernation we go.

There's no prince to rescue the maiden.

He's locked in glass too.

Awaiting kindness rather than a kiss.

But it's still not safe

We venture out carefully in Armour

As the worlds a hostile place

Back to the Glass Coffin

 
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from cobbles

Whenever there's fall out in a community or a community space is less diverse, we end up with a postmortem on our community areas. Sometimes we have a discussion on what the community is like overall. Then nothing is done, because no one comes forward. No one really wants to change things. The folks you designated as troublemakers just don't want to help. They engaged and your community utterly failed to welcome them. Instead those folks were ignored, or worse attacked.

Sometimes someone vital to the project quits. People step up, but some of the original folks who added so much to your community are gone. They aren't coming back.

It's very rare for anyone to let the public part of the community know why.

There's a reason for that. The repercussions for whistle blowers can be life threatening or merely career ending, particularly if they are from a diverse background. Although in our capitalist world, career ending can affect quality of life. So still life threatening.

Being a public facing woman in tech is like walking over a tightrope while someone starts thrumming the rope. Plus the tightrope is strung over over lava. You get to hear the fading sounds of folks who fell off ahead and behind you. You wonder what will knock you off.

So when you're in an abusive space, who do you trust?

How do you work out who to trust? To tell you if this is normal or not? How can you know if you're in a safe space?

For many of us, there is no such thing as a safe space. Especially in FOSS.

So women tend to do what we've always done. We talk, and it's not gossip about drama.

Men often want to reduce our whispers to mere gossip. The image of the gossiping old biddy to be feared and yet mocked. We grow up with internalised misogyny beaten into us by society. We're called scolds. [1]

Don't be like those mean old ladies. Be a cool girl.

We gather intelligence and share stories about our experience. We share carefully coded messages about who to be careful about.

It's so much more than just gossip.

The Whisper Network

We have some very public examples in our community when toxic community leaders are called out with receipts. Harassment happens. Our sanity is questioned, our career options are limited as we get to be labelled troublemakers.

So we hunker down until we are in a smaller quieter space. We're careful about what we say. In the silence between those words we detect what isn't said. We respond and the folks in our smaller spaces realise what we haven't said in turn.

Our whispers become stories and those stories become passwords.

About a week in, I showed a few of my new friends some emails I’d been getting from an older male writer many of us knew. The messages weren’t explicit or threatening, but something about their tone had made me distinctly uncomfortable. It was hard to put my finger on. I passed my phone around, trying to explain why I’d felt so creeped out, repeating every few minutes that I knew there was nothing tangible, that I was probably just making it up. “Am I crazy?” I asked, over and over again. Everyone kept shaking their heads.

A story like this is a password. Once you say it out loud, doors start to open.

Stories Like Passwords – Emma Healey [2]

​Misogyny

As a white woman, I can't really comment on the undercurrent for other folks and their experiences. But scratch a racist that pushes against any consideration for black folks and you'll find all the other things they are against as well. The same for a Fascist. The same for a TERF.

While we are all human, people who actively deny the human rights for other people harm others. Ultimately they will harm your human rights to be on top. So pushing for safe spaces for Trans folks, for disabled folks, for black and brown folks is important.

But it takes more than empty words of policy to enable me to trust you. Which is the same for everyone. If you are prepared to engage with TERFS and racists “because they do good work”, I know that ultimately you aren't safe to engage with. [3], [4]

But this has always been the culture within FOSS. The women are missing, but that's also across Tech. We have systematic issues within our Tech communities and society at large. Powerful influential men who through the tech they build, the communities they create can ruin Women's careers. Their networks of influence reinforce their power.

The men in stories like this always have just enough power, in their little worlds and in ours, that to confront them would be to court an ordeal, to invite others to question our own memories and motives. It’s always more trouble than it’s worth. If you don’t have hard proof, if you don’t have a police report, then what do you have? Only what you remember. Only what you felt.

Stories Like Passwords – Emma Healey [2]

Our disquiet with a situation, with our interactions are dismissed as drama. Our lack of safety is ignored. So of course it isn't worth it.

So we carefully work in the shadows. Giving support to each other and counteract the gas lighting in our communities.

It's not drama. No you aren't imagining this.

Are you safe?

[1] https://dotart.blog/cobbles/the-scolds-bridle [2] https://medium.com/the-hairpin/stories-like-passwords-bf04e46c3fb6 [3] https://dotart.blog/cobbles/on-bears [4] https://medium.com/@violetblue/but-he-does-good-work-6710df9d9029

 
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