Trust
You do trust me, yes? You do want me . . . as a friend?
I wish to be inside ... your chamber your chamber... of toys and books and I I want to play with your... toys and books and mind
Can I climb in your arms and play with your heart?
You do trust me, yes? You do want me... yes? In your chamber of toys and books? Will you play?
Noone has wanted me before...
Background Info
Another track that never got finished.
The story within is told from from the perspective of a child, so eager to form friendships but having oh so hard time trying. In spite of the pure intentions of the child – they really, truly just want to play, read and have deep discussions – the words they choose, they pauses in delivery due to trying to find the right things to say, all this makes other kids view the poor child odd, weird, creepy and downright scary.
Some version of this I couldn't find had a mocking reply voice repeating “Never trust her lying eyes”. After all, aren't eyes lying if one doesn't hold a steady eye contact? Isn't that what we're taught?
Lying eyes found their way to unfinished track called Love. Yeah, I'm fond of recycling and testing new combinations and contexts.
Looking at this now, I can’t help thinking about #ActuallyAutistic masking…
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